Category: behind-the-scenes

New Self Bondage Illustrated Clip

This clip is somewhat unique in that I walk the viewer through the setup for an inescapable partial suspension. Not everyone will have the toys to follow along, but I show how I tie my harness and cuff my wrists into the harness for what is a very restrictive and teasing restraint that is impossible to escape without the keys to the cuffs.

There are a few minutes of struggling in the partial suspension before my timer releases me and I have to get untied and remove my gag.

Store link to purchase this clip: Self Bondage Illustrated, 2024-11-06

Playing on the Steel Spider Web

Recently, I’ve been experimenting with different ways to rig my steel spider web. I have shot some hot, sweaty video along the way. I updated my clip store with a clip from these scenes. The clip was too good not to upload, but sales have been so slow that I’m tempted to just close that store, altogether.

There are many ways to get tied to the web. In the above photo, I’m being held in place by a strict, tight, crotch rope that is tied off well out of my reach, so even with my arms and legs free, I cannot free myself from the web, and even worse, I can’t even reach the floor, so I am doomed to hang onto the web any way I can, while holding myself in a position that doesn’t produce too much tension on my crotch rope.

In the image below, I am also trying desperately to not hang on the rope around my genitals that is pulled through the center of the web and tied off behind the web, out of my reach. In this predicament, my ankles and thighs are also tied. The knots at my ankles are also out of reach, unless I want to hang all my weight on my cock and balls. Contrary to what some people believe, I only do that when I have a harness that distributes my weight to other parts of my body.

The images below are two more setups with which I experimented. These setups were hard to photograph, since I was facing the wall. Of course, all of these experiments would have been more fun if I had someone to tie my wrists to the web, at least. The beauty of the spider web is that there are so many places to tie a body. Ideally, I’d be tied in eight or more different places, plus the crotch rope for torment.

Horny Bondage

This scene would have made a great video, but it’s not worth setting up video cameras and editing when so few people want to buy my videos. Every once in a while I think I have a great idea, I record it, spend an hour or so editing it, spend another 30 minutes putting it in my clip store and promoting it, then nothing happens. It’s easier just to shoot a few still images and post those. Of course, I’m not going to post the 24MP versions; that would be silly.

In the first part of this scene, my arms were stretched out very tightly. The knots where the ropes were tied to my leather cuffs were right there, but I couldn’t even turn my wrists, much less reach the knots. My genitals were roped to the wall behind me and that was a major tease. I was sweaty, drooling and barely able to move. My red, PVC briefs couldn’t cover my enthusiasm.

In the second arrangement, my wrist cuffs were tied to the left wall and my genitals were still tethered to the eye bolt at the center of the back wall. My ankles were also still roped together. That was not as tight as the first setup. It was a chance to come down while still unable to touch myself, so I had to tug on my crotch ropes for stimulation.

I was a sweaty mess by the time it was over. Like I said, it would have made a great video.

New Clip: Self Bondage Orgasm

Self Bondage Makes Me Horny! is a self bondage clip, complete with self tying, struggling, escape, and an on-camera orgasm. In the first scene, I am gagged, my genitals are roped to one wall and my elbow cuffs are roped to the opposite wall. My ankles are also pulled away from where my genitals are tied. It was a very horny struggle, and after my on-camera escape, I tie myself up again, and again before I take out my cock and stroke myself to orgasm. I am so horny by the time I am finished with my self bondage scenes, it doesn’t take long to cum.

The moaning in this clip is mostly happy moaning. Except for when I am struggling to free the keys so I can unlock my handcuffs, I’m just having a good time. I’m legitimately stuck, but I like that kind of thing, and it shows in this clip. It would make me happy if you enjoy this clip half as much as I enjoyed making it. I am sad that I cannot make more of these, but I just don’t have time to edit and promote clips like this because they just don’t sell. If you want me to make more, please consider purchasing one or two of my clips.

Bedroom Self Bondage

I recorded this for reference, because I wanted to work on this idea. It helps me remember what I did if I have a video to review. I probably spent more time setting up cameras and lights than it was worth, but it was a pretty intense scene. I adapted it after the lights and cameras were turned off so I was further up the bed and I could make it tighter. The reason to move further up the bed was to be unable to reach the bed frame with my feet.

Getting this tight, using only the weighted tightener on the ankle+genital rope, just wasn’t getting me to where I wanted to be, which was to have my hips elevated and my legs outstretched, such that I had to hold my legs and hips up to reduce the strain on my genitals.

The way I solved the tightening problem was to add a tightener to the rope holding my wrists at the head of the bed. So first I let the weight tighten my crotch line until I was unable to reach the head of the bed to release my wrist line. Then, to make things really tight, I pulled my wrists tight, which got me right where I wanted to be. The predicament in the final configuration was having to hold my legs up, or having the crotch rope get painfully tight as the weight of my legs pulled on it.

This short video only shows the initial setup and a few seconds after the timer released my crotch rope. It was a good struggle, but I could use the bed frame to hold up my legs and lift my hips.

Experimenting with a Green Screen

Actually, I have some past experience with shooting on a green screen, but this was an idea that I had and I wasn’t sure how well I could pull it off. I made a couple mistakes, so it’s definitely not exemplary. I can imagine doing more of this in the future. Maybe not for an entire scene, but for special bits.

An Experiment in Ball Crushing Bondage

crotch harness closeup

I had an idea I wanted to try. The concept was simple; pull my legs around a pole with a linear actuator (think slow moving winch) such that my balls were pressed hard against the pole. I expanded on the idea by tying my genitals to the pole and using the same linear actuator to pull the genital ropes tight against the pole, also.

Although it took me a while to work out exactly how I wanted to harness my genitals to get the right effect, the problem I could not solve was how to shoot the scene in a way that would clearly illustrate what was happening and make it interesting to watch. After all, I wasn’t going to be dancing around, and the pole was going to obstruct the camera’s view of my genitals. Since the entire point of the scene was the ball crushing pole, it kind of sucked that I couldn’t get a good shot of how that worked.

I did shoot some video from a few different angles, and I’m including a short edit here. Although I’m not sure about the success of the video, I did find the scene to be really intense. The crotch harness got pulled really tight as I struggled and complained loudly. The net effect was that my balls were crushed really tight and I nearly had to cut the harness off, because it was so tight I had a serious struggle getting it loose. Keep in mind, that I could not get away from the pole until I got that harness off.

CBT Bondage Experimentation

Today I wanted to test and refine an idea I had while lying in bed a few days ago. This idea was appealing, in part, because it would present an obvious predicament to the camera. I have said this before, but the scenes I shoot photos and video of need to be more than just great bondage; they need to be visually interesting.

So, I worked on this concept in which my hips are held up by two ropes, tied around my genitals and pulled in opposing directions. I experimented with the vertical angles of the lines, how they were tied around my genitals, and how it felt with my arms and legs in different positions … even though my arms and legs were free in all but the last iteration. I grabbed four of the best photos from five different setups and more than a dozen photos of each one.

The third attempt above is actually the fourth attempt, because one attempt with an even steeper angle on one of the tension lines wasn’t worth including. Also, in the final attempts, I used a steel ring to hold the tension lines close together at my genitals. That made the genital ties more secure and also changed the way they pulled and crushed my genitals, creating a different sensation.

A Self-Bondage Gallery

This gallery contains images from a self-bondage I did today (June 23, 2023) as a way to celebrate and/or decompress after several days with a migraine headache. This scene wasn’t really designed for the camera, and I had only one camera recording it. The video tells the story better than stills images, but there is no time for that, now.

The bondage was a full suspension by a hip harness that is tied for genital torture. You can check out the harness details on the Harness Talk post. In this case, I suspended myself from the waist wraps, and the ropes through my crotch (around and over my genitals). For part of the time my ankles were bound together such that they were caught in one of the up-lines. The purpose of that is so my ankles could tug on the rope around my genitals, but they could also lift my hips higher, thanks to a couple of one-way tightening devices. There was a weight to take up the slack in the final up-line. This configuration allowed me to lift myself until I could just barely reach the floor with my hands, and could not reach it with my ankles, even after I set them free.

I was very horny by the time I was back on the floor. I shot a few more minutes of video as I lie on my back, gyrating my hips.