Category: behind-the-scenes

Experimental CBT with a Winch

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On Thanksgiving, it was just warm enough to step outside in a t-shirt and bikini briefs and explore an idea I’ve been toying with for a while. It took me a few weeks to gather all the parts I needed to build a winch control with a remote so I could tie myself up and still operate the winch.

In this little experiment, my wrists were cuffed to a tree (leather cuffs with a chain around the tree). My genitals were tied to a rope that was threaded through the winch hook and tied back to my ankles that were also bound together. The idea was that, as the winch cable was reeled in, my body would be picked up by my ankles and genitals as I was stretched hard against my wrist cuffs.

Originally, as I was setting up the winch and controls, I wasn’t planning on recording the experiment. I really just wanted to know how it would feel. However, I decided it wouldn’t be that much trouble to set up a single video camera to document how it went.

When I started, I used a chain attached to my safety belt (around my waist), to redirect some of the force on my cock and balls. The rope from my genitals passed first through the chain, which redirected some of the pull to my waist belt. After my initial test, I decided I’d give it a shot with a straight pull off my genitals. Although I don’t think I could stay suspended for more than a few minutes, I was able to tolerate having my hips lifted completely off the ground without crossing the threshold from good pain to bad pain. I’m not going to tell you it didn’t hurt, and I was stretched so tightly, there was no way I could have escaped without loosening the cable. Even though my cuffs weren’t locked on, I couldn’t move my wrists enough to undo the straps on my leather cuffs. All I would have to do, to make this a real predicament would be to set up a timed release and drop the winch remote control.

I might try to get someone to help me reshoot this scene, because it would be really fun to do it with another person in control of the winch. The scene could definitely last a lot longer if the winch cable was run up tight for a minute or two, then loosened enough that I could recover, then tightened again, etc. It would be especially good if my helper was a sadist.

Self Bondage in the Woods

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I know, I do a lot of self bondage in the woods, but this clip is a little different in that I open with some exploration and setup. For the first few minutes, I am walking and climbing in the woods, wearing tight fitting, jean short-shorts. Once I find my spot, I screw a ring into the tree and set up my release timer. I change into gold booty shorts, tie a rope around my genitals, put on a mouth filling gag, get myself roped tight to the tree where I installed the ring just for that purpose, cuff my wrists behind my back, and proceed to struggle and moan.

Personally, I think the best part is the opening sequence where I am climbing, walking and balancing in those hot jean shorts. I just like the way the look and feel on me, and it was fun to do some action shots in the woods.

The majority of the video is self bondage scenes. I start out with my balls tied to the tree, facing the tree, then I turn around so the rope from my genitals passes between my legs and through the ring on the tree, then I do a very short scene where I am hanging upside down by my genitals and my ankles. That wasn’t really part of the plan, and it was pretty precarious.

Another Self Bondage Instruction Clip

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Shot on Sept 21, 2019, this clip has dick picks, some explanations of my unique form of genital bondage, some tips, and several demonstrations. All in one, free clip! What more could you ask for? Here are some preview images from the clip.

Free Video Short

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This clip is of an experiment I did after another shoot, while the camera was still set up. I tied a rope harness on my hips that was also attached to my genitals. I pulled myself up as high as I could by the hip harness, then I ran another rope from my genitals over a tree limb and to a heavy weight. The weight would keep the 2nd line tight, so, as I inverted myself and swung closer to the tree limb, the weight took up the slack. By the end of this short clip, I’m inverted and balancing on my fingertips. Needless to say, I was in trouble.

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New Clip & Related Photos

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On June 28, I did a photoshoot wearing a black studded top and some very tiny, red, jean-style short shorts. The photoshoot ended with my genitals cuffed to a tree and my wrists cuffed behind my back. Don’t ask me how that happened, one thing led to another, and there I was. Fortunately for me, the keys were near my feet. I just had to figure out how to get them up to my hands so I could free myself. Another great feature of this clip is that it ends with an orgasm, as I just had to masturbate at the end. The entire saga was recorded on video, and the video was just released in my By The Balls Clip Store.

This is a super sexy video. I had to stop and masturbate twice during the course of editing this video. I think it’s a combination of the struggle and the moaning. The red shorts are also very sexy. I just know watching it really turns me on. I hope someone else enjoys it as much as I do. Here is the direct link to the clip: Genitals Cuffed to a Tree, 2019-06-18

As I mentioned, this all happened at the end of a sexy photoshoot. So, here is a free gallery of some of the best images from the photoshoot that led up to the video.

Strung Out

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Wow! We shot a video this morning of a very strict scene. I must say, I enjoyed the predicament. I was suspended from the top of my 12ft tripod by a hip harness that was partially held in place by a chain around by cock and balls. My wrists were tied, one wrist to each of 2 legs of the tripod, and a strap around my balls was tied to a hand winch on the 3rd leg of the tripod. I was also gagged with a red ball gag, and my ankles were strapped to my thighs.

So, I was fully suspended, completely unable to touch the ground, and barely able to move. If I pulled with my arms, the rope attached to my genitals would issue a harsh reminder that I wasn’t able to swing at all.

What really makes this video special is that I had Madalynn-Raye help me. She was kind enough to put me into this desperate predicament, gag me (on-camera), winch my balls in tight (on-camera), and operate my cameras. I cannot thank her enough for her help. Keep an eye out for the video, which will hit my clip store in a few days. If you enjoy FemDom videos, please check out Madalynn-Raye’s web-site for links to her work.

Working on ideas

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Sometimes, I am just experimenting with ideas for my next video. When I’m figuring out a new scene, I have to consider how it’s going to look on camera. Some really great predicaments don’t translate to a great video. If I know I’m going to have help shooting a scene, I don’t need to concern myself with how I’m going to escape, so I have more options. When I’m shooting solo, I need to be able to get into and out of the bondage, but also I need to be able to preset the cameras to capture the action. Sometimes that works out well, other times I don’t get exactly what I envisioned. The nice thing about bondage scenes is that I can repeat a scene if need to.

So, this morning, I got chained to a post for some snapshots, to see how it might look in a video. I think I’ll have to be on my knees with my arms locked behind the pole, above my head. I’ll probably also need to wait for my camera person to be available, since I’m not sure how I’d escape without help.

Messing with a Block & Tackle

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I have been experimenting with this idea for a few days. The concept is pretty simple. I have my genitals tied behind me, my ankles tied together, and my wrists tied to a block & tackle. There is a 30lb (13.5kg) weight suspended and waiting to haul in the line on the block and tackle. Once I get my wrists tied to the pulley block, I release the weight and it pulls my wrists up and away until I can’t move any more because the rope around my genitals is holding me back.

What makes this situation unique is that, for most of my ties, the tightener only takes up the slack in the line. In this case, the heavy weight with a 5 to 1 mechanical advantage doesn’t just take up the slack, it exerts a significant force that translates to a harsh and unrelenting pull on my genitals. I can’t pull my wrists back because the weight is too heavy, but even if I could, I’d have to rely on my genitals to anchor me, so whatever force I apply to pulling back the pulley, is applied to my genital rope. When I say this bind was really tight, I’m not exaggerating at all.

In a setup like this, gravity is your captor. It works to entrap and tighten you, but gravity doesn’t run in reverse and you can’t turn it off. I couldn’t help thinking that nobody would find me there if I couldn’t find a way to escape on my own. The ropes around my wrists were too tight to slip out and the perpetual pull of the weight would not allow me to loosen them.

The rope around my genitals was painfully tight and it was a constant reminder of just how helpless I was to improve my situation. My original escape plan was to release my wrists, but the knot was pulled out of reach. With my ankles tied, there was simply nothing I could do. Things sure weren’t looking good for me, but I should have known this day would come. I’ve been doing self bondage for decades, and eventually, I was bound to make a mistake.

New Clip: Tighter & Tighter

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I guess this tight thing is a recurring theme for me. I like my bondage tight and I like to know that I cannot escape. It’s great when I can find someone else to tie me up, but often I find there is no one around when I am ready to engage in a bondage fantasy. Consequently, I’ve become quite proficient at putting myself into extreme bondage with no way out; with the help of some gadgets.

The new clip is another scene where I am stretched between 2 hard-points, but in this clip, my genitals are pulled at an upward angle. As the ropes get tighter, I have to hold my hips up to alleviate the stress on my genitals. At the beginning of this scene, I’m laying flat on the ground, but the ropes are tight enough that I can’t release myself. About 2-3 minutes in, the ropes tighten so I am stretched tight and I have to hold up my hips. About 5 minutes further in, my ankles are tied to my genitals so I am pulling on my genitals with my ankles as I try to raise my hips. Hence the name, “Tighter and Tighter”. In spite of all of my moaning and protesting, the bondage just keeps getting worse.

Clip Store Link: Tighter and Tighter, 2019-05-11