Category: leather cuffs

Bedroom Self Bondage

I recorded this for reference, because I wanted to work on this idea. It helps me remember what I did if I have a video to review. I probably spent more time setting up cameras and lights than it was worth, but it was a pretty intense scene. I adapted it after the lights and cameras were turned off so I was further up the bed and I could make it tighter. The reason to move further up the bed was to be unable to reach the bed frame with my feet.

Getting this tight, using only the weighted tightener on the ankle+genital rope, just wasn’t getting me to where I wanted to be, which was to have my hips elevated and my legs outstretched, such that I had to hold my legs and hips up to reduce the strain on my genitals.

The way I solved the tightening problem was to add a tightener to the rope holding my wrists at the head of the bed. So first I let the weight tighten my crotch line until I was unable to reach the head of the bed to release my wrist line. Then, to make things really tight, I pulled my wrists tight, which got me right where I wanted to be. The predicament in the final configuration was having to hold my legs up, or having the crotch rope get painfully tight as the weight of my legs pulled on it.

This short video only shows the initial setup and a few seconds after the timer released my crotch rope. It was a good struggle, but I could use the bed frame to hold up my legs and lift my hips.

Bed Bound Punishment

This scene was some serious CBT using genital bondage. There is a rope looped around John’s cock and balls that is secured behind him. There is another loop or rope around his package that continues through a padlock holding his ankles together (in locking leather cuffs), then forward and back to ball-splitting harness, such that John can’t move forward of backward or raise up without pulling on a rope that is torturing his genitals. His wrists are locked in cuffs that are captured in the rope harness that is splitting his balls. Finally, he is gagged with a huge, mouth filling, leather gag that is also locked on. John can barely move and the ropes around his tender bits just get tighter and tighter, as he tries desperately to find a moment of comfort.

This scene was done for the still photos, so the video has only a single angle and noisy audio, because the video camera was positioned next to a light with a cooling fan. I’m including a short edit from the video because it gives you a sense of John’s predicament.

New Red Speedo Genital Torment clip

This clip has three scenes featuring John Marsh (me) in a super tight red Speedo bikini swimsuit. All of the scenes feature harsh, predicament bondage with genital harnesses and crotch splitting ropes. John is gagged in two scenes, and he suffers loudly in the other one. He is barefoot in all three scenes and his ankles are locked into a spreader bar in two, and ruthlessly forced apart in the third. He goes from being stretched out on the floor to being hiked up by the painful harness around his loins.

The struggle is real in these scenes. There is no place to rest and that tight Speedo suit is torturous, even without the crotch splitting rope that is tied over John’s balls. Of course it doesn’t help that he is also hanging on the torturous, genital crushing, rope harness.

Here is where you can purchase the full clip: Red Speedo CBT

New Clip: Captive Toy

John Marsh is tethered to the wall wearing a super tight Speedo brief, but the length of his tether can be shortened or lengthened to dramatically alter his range of motion and comfort level. He moans loudly through his gag when his tether pulls him very close to the wall and clamps down on his balls. He moans with frustration when he has more slack but can do nothing to free himself or loosen the tight harness that is crushing and splitting his sensitive man bits. His wrists are secured in locking, leather cuffs that are padlocked to a chain that is wrapped around the base of his cock and balls. Even if he had something to reach for, he cannot reach out with his arms pulled tight against his back. Tugging on that chain only adds to his misery.

Click to purchase -> Captive Toy, 2023-10-20

A huge thank you to my patrons! I have made a few sales, recently, and that is very exciting. Even if you’ve only purchased a single clip, you matter more than you think. My sales from this studio are pretty dismal. So Thank You!

Emotional Health & Self Bondage

John Marsh was in need of a mental health day, so he put himself in a painful, progressively tightening self bondage, at the mercy of a timer that would hold him for 35 minutes. That may not sound like a long time, but John knew that the ropes around his genitals were going to be very tight and this predicament was going to get painful after just 10 minutes.

John’s wrists were locked in leather cuffs and the cuffs were roped to the wall, opposite the rope wrapped multiple times around his genitals and rigged so that a weight could take up any slack, but John couldn’t pull that slack back. He was gagged and his ankles were cuffed and locked around a steel post. In this position, John could barely move, and if he tried to get some slack by pulling against his wrists and thrusting up his hips, that slack would be taken away and his situation would be that much tighter.

Of course, John did this as a way of centering himself, mentally. Although it was painful for 20-25 minutes and he had no choice but to tolerate the pain or struggle to find a less painful position; even if just for a few moments, until and after his release, his mind was focused on his body, and nothing else. In a way, his physical pain brought his body in sync with his emotional state.

It’s impossible to take a photograph of emotional pain, so the images you see here are a physical proxy for how John was feeling that day, on the inside. People who have never found emotional relief through pain won’t understand, but these things that John does are not as risky as much as they are a matter of survival.

(Note: John Marsh an alias I use for myself. He is a fictional character I use to illustrate my crazy bondage and mud adventures. John’s experience is mine; in case that wasn’t obvious.)

Free Short

John Marsh is in a real pinch. Once again, he is tied between two opposing walls but this time his genitals are ensnared in a twisted harness that captures his genitals so tightly that he can’t even rest his hips on the floor. He is not gagged, but his ankles are chained and his wrists are locked into leather cuffs that are padlocked to rope, anchored to the wall just beyond his reach.

New Clip: Gagged & Chained in the Woods

This clip was shot on June 18, 2023. John Marsh is cuffed and chained in four different positions that leave him no hope of escape and torture/torment his genitals with a tight rope harness that gets tied to trees so he can’t resist tugging on it and driving himself crazy with lust.

Gagged & Chained in the Woods, 2023-06-18

Ball of Frustration: Image gallery

I like to call this “the ball of frustration”. With knees chained to the collar, ankles chained to the genitals, and wrists locked to the harness behind the back, I could barely move. I did manage to rotate my body so the camera could get different angles. I was sweating and drooling. It was great, and the struggle made me very horny, so I masturbated on camera after partially freeing myself and re-locking my genital chain to the wall.

This was an inescapable self bondage. All of the keys for the locks that were keeping me very secure, were being held far above me by a magnetic release. Once the keys dropped, I was able to release myself, but not before. The orgasm was great. All of these images are frames from a video. The video may not get published because I’d like to reshoot this scene with more than one camera angle.

New Clip: Straining Between Two Trees

This one was so much fun to do! In the first scene, I’m balancing on one foot while holding out my leg and trying not to tug too hard on the rope around my genitals. I am gagged and blindfolded, so I can’t even see if someone is watching me struggle. Even with my arms free, I probably wouldn’t be able to reach anything to untie, but my arms are secured behind me in locking wrists cuffs.

In the second scene, I am still gagged, but I’m standing on both feet. My ankles are chained together, and I have two separate ropes cinched around my genitals. The two ropes pass through a steel ring before they are tied to the trees in front and behind me. Since the two ropes are cinched tight around my cock and balls, and they pass through the ring, it is impossible for anything to escape. I am held securely between the two trees by my genitals, only. My wrists are also locked behind my back and to the rope that is tied to the tree behind me. There is just enough slack for me to struggle a little, but I am not going anywhere and the incessant tugging on my genitals is making me crazy.

Check out the teaser, below, and here is a link to the full clip: Straining Between Two Trees, 2023-06-10