Actually, I have some past experience with shooting on a green screen, but this was an idea that I had and I wasn’t sure how well I could pull it off. I made a couple mistakes, so it’s definitely not exemplary. I can imagine doing more of this in the future. Maybe not for an entire scene, but for special bits.
This scene was some serious CBT using genital bondage. There is a rope looped around John’s cock and balls that is secured behind him. There is another loop or rope around his package that continues through a padlock holding his ankles together (in locking leather cuffs), then forward and back to ball-splitting harness, such that John can’t move forward of backward or raise up without pulling on a rope that is torturing his genitals. His wrists are locked in cuffs that are captured in the rope harness that is splitting his balls. Finally, he is gagged with a huge, mouth filling, leather gag that is also locked on. John can barely move and the ropes around his tender bits just get tighter and tighter, as he tries desperately to find a moment of comfort.
This scene was done for the still photos, so the video has only a single angle and noisy audio, because the video camera was positioned next to a light with a cooling fan. I’m including a short edit from the video because it gives you a sense of John’s predicament.
I did this scene for a still photo, but I recorded 4k video while I was doing still pictures. Since I could barely move, and I only had one video camera recording, it’s not a very interesting clip. This free short video shows how little I could move and my gagged cries reveal something about how that steel cuff felt on my tender flesh.
This is the kind of scene I love to do. It may not be interesting to watch, but I can barely breathe without being reminded of my predicament. As you can see in this video, there is no way to take the tension off my balls, and struggling results in a painful, teasing tug. The gag is very effective at muffling my cries. Escape is impossible and I can barely move. Nirvana. 🙂
Here is a free clip of a little scene I rigged for photos on the trampoline. It was a little bit experimental. I might try something like this, again.
I’ve been working on a chain harness that doesn’t place a tight chain on my hip bones (bad pain), but does stay in place very securely and provide a ball-splitter (good pain?) that can also serve to retain things like handcuffs around my package. Oh, and it has to look good. 🙂
I did shoot a little video the day I came up with the [final] version of this harness. I haven’t yet published any video of this, yet. Here is a 30 second, low resolution sneak peek …
I had an idea I wanted to try. The concept was simple; pull my legs around a pole with a linear actuator (think slow moving winch) such that my balls were pressed hard against the pole. I expanded on the idea by tying my genitals to the pole and using the same linear actuator to pull the genital ropes tight against the pole, also.
Although it took me a while to work out exactly how I wanted to harness my genitals to get the right effect, the problem I could not solve was how to shoot the scene in a way that would clearly illustrate what was happening and make it interesting to watch. After all, I wasn’t going to be dancing around, and the pole was going to obstruct the camera’s view of my genitals. Since the entire point of the scene was the ball crushing pole, it kind of sucked that I couldn’t get a good shot of how that worked.
I did shoot some video from a few different angles, and I’m including a short edit here. Although I’m not sure about the success of the video, I did find the scene to be really intense. The crotch harness got pulled really tight as I struggled and complained loudly. The net effect was that my balls were crushed really tight and I nearly had to cut the harness off, because it was so tight I had a serious struggle getting it loose. Keep in mind, that I could not get away from the pole until I got that harness off.
John Marsh was in need of a mental health day, so he put himself in a painful, progressively tightening self bondage, at the mercy of a timer that would hold him for 35 minutes. That may not sound like a long time, but John knew that the ropes around his genitals were going to be very tight and this predicament was going to get painful after just 10 minutes.
John’s wrists were locked in leather cuffs and the cuffs were roped to the wall, opposite the rope wrapped multiple times around his genitals and rigged so that a weight could take up any slack, but John couldn’t pull that slack back. He was gagged and his ankles were cuffed and locked around a steel post. In this position, John could barely move, and if he tried to get some slack by pulling against his wrists and thrusting up his hips, that slack would be taken away and his situation would be that much tighter.
Of course, John did this as a way of centering himself, mentally. Although it was painful for 20-25 minutes and he had no choice but to tolerate the pain or struggle to find a less painful position; even if just for a few moments, until and after his release, his mind was focused on his body, and nothing else. In a way, his physical pain brought his body in sync with his emotional state.
It’s impossible to take a photograph of emotional pain, so the images you see here are a physical proxy for how John was feeling that day, on the inside. People who have never found emotional relief through pain won’t understand, but these things that John does are not as risky as much as they are a matter of survival.
(Note: John Marsh an alias I use for myself. He is a fictional character I use to illustrate my crazy bondage and mud adventures. John’s experience is mine; in case that wasn’t obvious.)
John Marsh is in a real pinch. Once again, he is tied between two opposing walls but this time his genitals are ensnared in a twisted harness that captures his genitals so tightly that he can’t even rest his hips on the floor. He is not gagged, but his ankles are chained and his wrists are locked into leather cuffs that are padlocked to rope, anchored to the wall just beyond his reach.
This clip features the end of a long, hot bondage session with John Marsh …
Just some genital torture with chains and cuffs. All for fun, of course.
Check out this image gallery and the free video clip. If you want to see this video, or something like it, hit me up on Twitter (X?) @mudbondage. I might make a clip from this, but it would be a pretty short clip, because I could barely move. This bondage is the real deal. There is no escaping from these chains, and the chain locked through my crotch makes it impossible to slip out of the chains around my genitals. Whether I’m leashed to the wall or suspended from the ceiling by my genitals; I’m not going anywhere. It was pretty intense.
