Category: self-bondage

Free Video: CBT on a Stump (short version)

This is an extended preview of a video I shot on January 12 in the woods. John Marsh was tormented ruthlessly by a cord around his genitals that secured him to a stump. With his wrists tied and arms outstretched, he was stretched out mercilessly. His ankles were also bound on either side of the stump. After that, John was flipped onto his back; still outstretched, to suffer more torment. All in all, it was a good time. Check out the short video clip:

Harnessed and Cuffed

Not tied to anything, but helpless to fightback or remove my gag!

December 15 was a very mild day (about 25C) after the rain stopped. I took advantage of the day to set up some outdoor bondage scenes and get some photos. I didn’t shoot any video of the first scene, but I did manage to capture some video of the scene where my genitals were cuffed to the tree behind me.

In all of the scenes, my wrists were cuffed behind my back and the cuffs were tied into a strict hip harness, tied around and across my genitals. With my wrists cuffed that way, I was defenseless. I was also gagged so I could not cry out for help.

In the first scene, my genitals were cuffed to a tree in front of me. The cuff around my genitals was also hooked into the harness so there was no way to slip out of it. My ankles were bound and my neck was tied to a tree behind me to keep me pulling on the cuff around my genitals.

Scroll down to see a short video from the second scene. Also, several of the closeups in the gallery are from the second scene.

I didn’t get any pictures of the third scene, although I did get some video (not shown). In that scene, my genitals were lashed to the tree with the cord that was used for my hip harness. That did give my arms a bit more freedom, but it was a much tighter and more limiting genital tie. Sorry, I don’t have any images.

New Clip: Self Bondage Instruction

I got this idea for how to tie my arms behind my back and I set out to shoot a short video of me, tying it on myself. It was the first time I had done the complete tie and I didn’t get it quite right, so I decided the next day to try it again. The second day I did a much better job of tying it, but looking at the video revealed some more improvements I could make. So, two days later I went back out to make a 3rd attempt at essentially the same tie.

I think the 3rd attempt was pretty good, but I’m going to try some improvements in the future. For now, I edited the three attempts (mostly the final attempt) into a 17 minute video that features about 7 minutes of tying instruction. The other 10 minutes is an earnest and hopeless struggle to escape. I was unable to escape any of the 3 attempts, so, in that regard, they were all a success. I just made the bondage neater and more secure with each attempt.

I also used a different hip harness on each attempt. All of the harness were designed to crush or otherwise penalize my balls when I pulled back against them. In the first attempt, I was wearing tight jeans, so the ropes were all over the top. In the second one, I tied a steel handcuff that was clamped around my genitals into the harness so it would not come off as I struggled to get free. In the final harness, I had my genitals captured and split by the rope harness and my wrists were also secured to the harness in back. Here is a link to the full video in my clip store: Self Bondage Instruction in 3 Takes

Free BTS Clip

I shot this clip while I was experimenting with a new harness that is used to secure a steel cuff around the genitals so it cannot slip off and feels really erotic when it is tugged at an upward angle. Most of my genital bondage works best when pulled backwards, through the legs. With this harness, the handcuff chain points upward. I hope this short clip explains it better than I can with words. I am planning to shoot a “real” video using this harness in the near future.

New Clip: Self Bondage in I&B Hot Pants

Ishtar & Brute, that is! My clothing fetish is getting the best of me. Previously, I did some posing in my custom fitted hot pants, but I was pining to get tied up in them. Different fabrics and designs feel different when I tie something around my genitals and tug on them, while they are inside the garment. The way I tie myself also makes a difference. Today I started with handcuffs around my cock and balls and I ended with a 1/4″ (6mm) soft nylon rope.

One of my goals for my video was to get a really high quality recording with the focus on my new hot pants. The angles are pretty tight and parts of me are often cut off. However, I think I captured the essence of the bondage and I changed it up, several times. Because I wanted to keep things moving, I didn’t use any timers or get myself into any inescapable predicaments. I always had the keys within reach so I could set myself free and rearrange things a bit.

I think the end result was pretty good. I enjoyed editing it and I also found it pretty exciting to watch. Of course, I have a thing for the shiny black, leather-look briefs. I feel like those briefs are something like Conan the Barbarian might have worn. I need to find some medieval looking upper body “armor” to complete the wardrobe.

Clip Link: Self Bondage in I&B Hot Pants, 2022-11-11 (Teaser video is below)

New Clip: No Place to Rest

John Marsh finds himself gagged, with his wrists handcuffed behind him with 2 sets of handcuffs. One set is padlocked to his belt and the lower set is handcuffed, with a 3rd set of handcuffs, to his genitals. This leaves him unable to slip his arms down around his hips, or pull them up away from his buttocks.

To keep him on the floor and off balance, his ankles are padlocked together in locking leather cuffs and a painfully tight rope that is looped around his genitals is passed through the padlock holding his ankles together and up to a hardpoint on the ceiling. That rope is kept tight by a weight that pulls it through a one-way tightening device so he cannot ever get back any slack he gives up in his effort to find comfort.

Of course, John’s gag is strapped on very tightly and padlocked, and the keys he needs to free himself are nowhere within reach. It’s another diabolical trap from which he may never escape. Here is the link to purchase the full clip: No Place to Rest, 2022-10-30. You can view the teaser/preview clip, below …

Ball Splitter Concept Testing

Caught in the Middle

This was a test of a variation on my signature genital torture bondage. The setup is simple; the subject is tied between two hard points such that he cannot reach either one to release himself. The bondage is too tight to get out of, so the subject’s hands don’t need to be tied. Of course, adding more bondage would make the predicament even more torturous. One might also want to keep their victim from removing a gag or something.

A related ball-splitting harness

The bondage itself consists of two cords. One is wrapped around the base of the genitals, pulled between the legs, toward the back and tied to the hard point behind the subject. The second one is tied first around the subject’s waist and locked off in back, then passed (back to front) between the legs, through the loops formed by the first cord, across the balls, and through the cord waist loop in front. The free end is then tied to the hard point in front and pulled tight so the subject cannot move. His struggles tug at his genitals and forcefully split his balls. If he can’t reach the hard points, he is stuck in the middle. If the hard points are up high, he can be forced onto his tip-toes, leaving him no way to rest without inflicting pain on himself.

It’s just a concept, for now.

Self Bondage Trap (free short)

Self Bondage Pickle

This is a short version of a longer clip we shot on August 1, 2022. Generally, when I do a self bondage, there is a restraint that is attached to some kind of timed release, such that I get partially freed after a predetermined amount of time, the idea being that I’ll then be able to get myself out of my predicament. That method sometimes leaves me in a tight, painful situation well past the time when I would want to get out of it. So I don’t want you to think I’m able to escape whenever I feel like I’ve had enough. In a way, that’s what makes the timed release better than an empathetic person who would likely release me when I indicate that the discomfort is becoming intolerable.

What was different about this self bondage, is that there is no release mechanism. To secure my wrists behind my back, I used a loop of nylon strap (the strap is sewn into a continuous loop). I used a cat’s paw knot to tighten the cinch between my wrists after passing the rope through a cleat secured to the post behind me. Once the cinch was tightened, I could no longer free my wrists. I couldn’t reach the knot between my wrists because my wrists were bound too tight. I could tighten the cat’s paw, but I could not loosen it. In other words, I had no way out. None. All I could do was struggle, sweat and drool. I did manage to turn around so I was facing the post with the wrist cinch line running between my legs, holding my wrists against my backside. Unfortunately, that didn’t improve my situation or my chances of escape.

Check out the short video I’ve posted below. The full length video (about 8 minutes of my struggle) is now available in my clip store. If you came here from dA, leave me a comment on the still image; I’d love to know what you think.

Store link: A Real Self Bondage Pickle, 2022-08-01