Category: self-bondage

Self Bondage Failure

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Somehow, I allowed myself to get distracted enough that I stowed my keys in my gear case, well out of reach, before cuffing my wrists in locking cuffs to a chain that was stretched between two trees. My ankles were chained to my thighs and my genitals were chained to a stout tree root. I also had my ball gag locked on, for good measure.

When my release popped, my right wrist was supposed to be free enough to reach the keys, but the keys were to my right, about 4 feet away, and my left wrist was chained to the tree opposite the keys. Also, my right wrist was still cuffed to that chain, which also limited my reach. I could not straighten my legs or free my genitals, because those were also padlocked. For a little while, I was sure I was screwed.

In order to free myself, first I had to snag a nearby camera tripod with the free end of the chain. That took many attempts because there was a sapling that kept intercepting my chain so I couldn’t get it to wrap around the tripod leg, and the movement of my right arm was limited because it was still locked to the chain.

I did, finally, get the tripod within reach, but that was just a stepping stone to the final goal of pulling my gear case close enough for me to retrieve the keys. I had to use the tripod to coax the heavy case that held the keys towards me; inch by inch. You wouldn’t think it would be that hard, but the case was just barely within reach so I had to lift the fully extended tripod, holding onto just the very end of it with one hand.

During the entire struggle, my cock and balls were still chained to that root.

I recorded the entire debacle on video, and I made the video available on FetLife (I had my PornHub channel deleted).

  • Immediately after I was “released”
  • After much struggling to drag the case closer
  • Wrestling the tripod, in spite of my limited mobility

New Dungeon Bondage Clip

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I just updated my clip store with a new clip in which John Marsh is gagged and immobilized by his wrists and genitals. His wrists are locked to two points on the floor so that his arms are spread wide apart. His cock and balls are also tied to the floor, so he is stranded in a very effective 3 point tie. After some time struggling, his genitals are retied so that he is force to hold up his hips to avoid hanging by his balls. If that is not torturous enough, his genitals are also tied down so he has to hold his hips in one place. His ankles are also cuffed and locked together.

Once John’s wrists were locked to the steel rings in the floor he was unable to escape and very vulnerable. With no way to free himself, he was forced to endure teasing and sometimes painful CBT for as long as his captor wanted to leave him there.

Link to the new clip (with 1 minute preview) on C4S: Resistance Is Futile, 2020-08-15

Experimental Anal Hook Predicament

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In this scene, my wrists are cuffed and chained to the head of the bench, I am gagged, my balls are tied to the other end of the bench and I am impaled on a hook that is secured to the bench. As I slide onto the hook, the cord attached to my balls tightens so I cannot get off the hook. Once the hook is deep in my ass, the cord attached to my balls is pulled nice and tight so I can barely move. Every move I make reminds me that there is a steel hook in my ass. When I try to pull myself off the hook, the cord tied to my balls stops me. I did this scene as an experiment, using a single camera to document how it went. If there is any interest, I may do it again with better coverage.

There is a short video from this experiment that I originally posted on PornHub but it was rejected for “Bodily Harm”. That is the last straw for PornHub. I was in no way injured or in any real danger of injury doing this scene and I’m tired of their arbitrary enforcement of their undocumented rules. I may post the video here in the near future.

My PornHub channel has been deleted

New Clips and Preview/Teaser

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I have three new clips available. The new clips are “Stretched Out“, “Hold Those Legs Up“, and “Bound for Torment“. Click on the name of the clip to view it in the clip store.

In “Stretched Out”, John’s balls are tugged up from behind when he pulls down on his wrists. His ankles are chained.

In “Hold Those Legs Up”, his ankles are tied to the rope around his genitals so he cannot lower his ankles without tugging on his balls. I this one, John is wearing tiny, tight jean shorts that make the harness on his cock & balls even more painful. This video might also be a favorite among foot fetishists, as it has lots of closeups of John’s dirty, bare, bound feet.

John is naked in “Bound for Torment”, and he is tethered by his genitals to a square post in a most unforgiving and vulnerable position. The second half of the video finds John still tethered but with enough freedom of movement that he can masturbate himself to orgasm.

In the first two videos, John is gagged with a strict, mouth-filling panel gag. In the last video, he is gagged with a red ball gag that is pulled tight into his mouth and locked on so he cannot push it out or remove it.

New Clip: A Perilous Self Bondage

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This bondage takes place on/in the frame of an old mobile home. I really wanted to take advantage of this setup while it was available, and I had an idea that I knew was going to be very tricky. I don’t suggest trying this without someone nearby to help you out; the escape was precarious at best.

In the scene, I am using three weights that I toss over the edge of the metal i-beams such that they will keep me stretched out, and I can’t lift the weights over the edge of the beam, so I can’t pull myself free. Well, the idea I had for escaping was that I could lift one of the weights holding my wrists if I could get into an upright position and pull as much slack as possible from the opposing wrist tie. That was a tenuous proposition, but what made it really risky was the chance that I wouldn’t be able to get back into an upright sitting position because the weight pulling my genitals was pulling me under the cross member that I needed to sit on.

It was a challenge, and I was able to escape; just barely, because the weight pulling on my cock and balls didn’t pull as hard as it might have, if the rings tied to it hadn’t gotten caught on their way over the edge. The struggle was great, and the possibility that I might not be able to escape was a real turn on (although I had arranged for someone to set me free if I got really stuck).

Link to the clip in my clip store: A Perilous Self Bondage, 2020-05-25

New Gadget

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I just published a video that was a test run of a new gadget I built for shooting my videos. When I’m shooting alone, which is most of the time, I generally set up 2-4 cameras so I can show different points of view in the final edit. The problem is that all of the cameras are stationary, which can get kind of boring. So, I created a camera stabilizer that can move the camera around with 4 degrees of freedom. The camera can pan right and left, tilt up and down and move up, down, right and left.

So, today I shot my first real test with it. I have some improvements planned, but I was anxious to give it a real-world test. The one problem that is obvious is the camera passing in front of a light. That wasn’t something I expected, but it is easy to avoid, and a camera doesn’t block as much light as a human camera operator. 🙂

New Clip: Outdoor CBT with a Happy Ending

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Here is some Christmas bondage for you. I was really in a tight bind in this clip. Having my genitals roped tightly to a tree root was one thing, but then my ankles were pulled up, which just made everything a lot tighter. With my wrists cuffed behind me and a ball gag in my mouth, I just had to struggle through. It was pretty exciting and I got to have my way with myself at the end. You can read more about the clip on Clips4Sale. Here is a link: Outdoor CBT with a Happy Ending, 2019-12-25.

Experimental CBT with a Winch

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On Thanksgiving, it was just warm enough to step outside in a t-shirt and bikini briefs and explore an idea I’ve been toying with for a while. It took me a few weeks to gather all the parts I needed to build a winch control with a remote so I could tie myself up and still operate the winch.

In this little experiment, my wrists were cuffed to a tree (leather cuffs with a chain around the tree). My genitals were tied to a rope that was threaded through the winch hook and tied back to my ankles that were also bound together. The idea was that, as the winch cable was reeled in, my body would be picked up by my ankles and genitals as I was stretched hard against my wrist cuffs.

Originally, as I was setting up the winch and controls, I wasn’t planning on recording the experiment. I really just wanted to know how it would feel. However, I decided it wouldn’t be that much trouble to set up a single video camera to document how it went.

When I started, I used a chain attached to my safety belt (around my waist), to redirect some of the force on my cock and balls. The rope from my genitals passed first through the chain, which redirected some of the pull to my waist belt. After my initial test, I decided I’d give it a shot with a straight pull off my genitals. Although I don’t think I could stay suspended for more than a few minutes, I was able to tolerate having my hips lifted completely off the ground without crossing the threshold from good pain to bad pain. I’m not going to tell you it didn’t hurt, and I was stretched so tightly, there was no way I could have escaped without loosening the cable. Even though my cuffs weren’t locked on, I couldn’t move my wrists enough to undo the straps on my leather cuffs. All I would have to do, to make this a real predicament would be to set up a timed release and drop the winch remote control.

I might try to get someone to help me reshoot this scene, because it would be really fun to do it with another person in control of the winch. The scene could definitely last a lot longer if the winch cable was run up tight for a minute or two, then loosened enough that I could recover, then tightened again, etc. It would be especially good if my helper was a sadist.

Experimental Genital Bondage

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I was experimenting with a new idea for being trapped by my genitals. In this experiment, I had a chain around my genitals that went under a root and locked to a strap that was also locked around my genitals. I would say the experiment was a success. The clip was on my PornHub channel, but I’ve since had that deleted.

The video was shot as a proof of concept as I was experimenting with how to configure the restraints. The light was good, so the video came out nice. However, the editing was a bit of a rush job. I hope you like it. The images you see here came from the video.

Self Bondage in the Woods

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I know, I do a lot of self bondage in the woods, but this clip is a little different in that I open with some exploration and setup. For the first few minutes, I am walking and climbing in the woods, wearing tight fitting, jean short-shorts. Once I find my spot, I screw a ring into the tree and set up my release timer. I change into gold booty shorts, tie a rope around my genitals, put on a mouth filling gag, get myself roped tight to the tree where I installed the ring just for that purpose, cuff my wrists behind my back, and proceed to struggle and moan.

Personally, I think the best part is the opening sequence where I am climbing, walking and balancing in those hot jean shorts. I just like the way the look and feel on me, and it was fun to do some action shots in the woods.

The majority of the video is self bondage scenes. I start out with my balls tied to the tree, facing the tree, then I turn around so the rope from my genitals passes between my legs and through the ring on the tree, then I do a very short scene where I am hanging upside down by my genitals and my ankles. That wasn’t really part of the plan, and it was pretty precarious.