Category: panel gag

Cruel Crotch Torture

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I set up this scene on December 28 for some still images, but I set up 2 video cameras in addition to the still camera just in case I wanted to have different angles, and maybe a video clip. This wasn’t the first time I did this bondage. I had been experimenting with different predicaments on my bed a couple days before and I had thought this might make a good image. Not all bondage scenes make for good photos. I thought this one might, although I didn’t really have a good way to show how my wrists were cuffed and locked to the center line on my hip harness. That one detail is what made escape impossible. My harness was finished (tied) in front and my wrists were secured in back, such that I could not reach around. All of the other knots were way too far way to reach and my the locking buckle on my ankle strap was padlocked. Although it wasn’t necessary, my gag was also locked on.

It was not just impossible to escape this crazy crotch bondage torture; the opposing ropes would not allow me to rest my hips on the bed, so there was no place to rest or to prevent from tugging on my genitals, either from the front or the back. The video (free web-short) below gives you an idea of how torturous was this predicament. There is, at this time, no for sale clip from this scene. I was stuck there for most of 20 minutes, but it seemed longer. The struggle was real, and it really turned me on.

New Red Speedo Genital Torment clip

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This clip has three scenes featuring John Marsh (me) in a super tight red Speedo bikini swimsuit. All of the scenes feature harsh, predicament bondage with genital harnesses and crotch splitting ropes. John is gagged in two scenes, and he suffers loudly in the other one. He is barefoot in all three scenes and his ankles are locked into a spreader bar in two, and ruthlessly forced apart in the third. He goes from being stretched out on the floor to being hiked up by the painful harness around his loins.

The struggle is real in these scenes. There is no place to rest and that tight Speedo suit is torturous, even without the crotch splitting rope that is tied over John’s balls. Of course it doesn’t help that he is also hanging on the torturous, genital crushing, rope harness.

Here is where you can purchase the full clip: Red Speedo CBT

New Clip: CBT Punishment

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John Marsh really sucks at remembering birthdays. His partner finally got fed up with his forgetfulness and decided to teach him a lesson he would not forget. You can find more details in our clip store: CBT Bondage Punishment

In this predicament, John can barely move. His genitals are literally chained to the pole and his wrists and ankles are both bound so he can only pull himself away from the pole. He is also gagged so no one can hear his protests; it’s a little late for apologies and special pleading. He really doesn’t stand a chance of escaping, or finding any comfort. Every move he makes just reminds him of the ball splitting crotch rope that is tied tightly over his genitals and that infernal chain.

A Full Chain Harness

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I’ve been working on a chain harness that doesn’t place a tight chain on my hip bones (bad pain), but does stay in place very securely and provide a ball-splitter (good pain?) that can also serve to retain things like handcuffs around my package. Oh, and it has to look good. 🙂

I did shoot a little video the day I came up with the [final] version of this harness. I haven’t yet published any video of this, yet. Here is a 30 second, low resolution sneak peek …

New Clip: Captive Toy

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John Marsh is tethered to the wall wearing a super tight Speedo brief, but the length of his tether can be shortened or lengthened to dramatically alter his range of motion and comfort level. He moans loudly through his gag when his tether pulls him very close to the wall and clamps down on his balls. He moans with frustration when he has more slack but can do nothing to free himself or loosen the tight harness that is crushing and splitting his sensitive man bits. His wrists are secured in locking, leather cuffs that are padlocked to a chain that is wrapped around the base of his cock and balls. Even if he had something to reach for, he cannot reach out with his arms pulled tight against his back. Tugging on that chain only adds to his misery.

Click to purchase -> Captive Toy, 2023-10-20

A huge thank you to my patrons! I have made a few sales, recently, and that is very exciting. Even if you’ve only purchased a single clip, you matter more than you think. My sales from this studio are pretty dismal. So Thank You!

Emotional Health & Self Bondage

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John Marsh was in need of a mental health day, so he put himself in a painful, progressively tightening self bondage, at the mercy of a timer that would hold him for 35 minutes. That may not sound like a long time, but John knew that the ropes around his genitals were going to be very tight and this predicament was going to get painful after just 10 minutes.

John’s wrists were locked in leather cuffs and the cuffs were roped to the wall, opposite the rope wrapped multiple times around his genitals and rigged so that a weight could take up any slack, but John couldn’t pull that slack back. He was gagged and his ankles were cuffed and locked around a steel post. In this position, John could barely move, and if he tried to get some slack by pulling against his wrists and thrusting up his hips, that slack would be taken away and his situation would be that much tighter.

Of course, John did this as a way of centering himself, mentally. Although it was painful for 20-25 minutes and he had no choice but to tolerate the pain or struggle to find a less painful position; even if just for a few moments, until and after his release, his mind was focused on his body, and nothing else. In a way, his physical pain brought his body in sync with his emotional state.

It’s impossible to take a photograph of emotional pain, so the images you see here are a physical proxy for how John was feeling that day, on the inside. People who have never found emotional relief through pain won’t understand, but these things that John does are not as risky as much as they are a matter of survival.

(Note: John Marsh an alias I use for myself. He is a fictional character I use to illustrate my crazy bondage and mud adventures. John’s experience is mine; in case that wasn’t obvious.)

New Clip: Gagged & Chained in the Woods

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This clip was shot on June 18, 2023. John Marsh is cuffed and chained in four different positions that leave him no hope of escape and torture/torment his genitals with a tight rope harness that gets tied to trees so he can’t resist tugging on it and driving himself crazy with lust.

Gagged & Chained in the Woods, 2023-06-18

Cruel Chains

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Just some genital torture with chains and cuffs. All for fun, of course.

Check out this image gallery and the free video clip. If you want to see this video, or something like it, hit me up on Twitter (X?) @mudbondage. I might make a clip from this, but it would be a pretty short clip, because I could barely move. This bondage is the real deal. There is no escaping from these chains, and the chain locked through my crotch makes it impossible to slip out of the chains around my genitals. Whether I’m leashed to the wall or suspended from the ceiling by my genitals; I’m not going anywhere. It was pretty intense.