Category: rope bondage

New Red Speedo Genital Torment clip

This clip has three scenes featuring John Marsh (me) in a super tight red Speedo bikini swimsuit. All of the scenes feature harsh, predicament bondage with genital harnesses and crotch splitting ropes. John is gagged in two scenes, and he suffers loudly in the other one. He is barefoot in all three scenes and his ankles are locked into a spreader bar in two, and ruthlessly forced apart in the third. He goes from being stretched out on the floor to being hiked up by the painful harness around his loins.

The struggle is real in these scenes. There is no place to rest and that tight Speedo suit is torturous, even without the crotch splitting rope that is tied over John’s balls. Of course it doesn’t help that he is also hanging on the torturous, genital crushing, rope harness.

Here is where you can purchase the full clip: Red Speedo CBT

New Clip: Captive Toy

John Marsh is tethered to the wall wearing a super tight Speedo brief, but the length of his tether can be shortened or lengthened to dramatically alter his range of motion and comfort level. He moans loudly through his gag when his tether pulls him very close to the wall and clamps down on his balls. He moans with frustration when he has more slack but can do nothing to free himself or loosen the tight harness that is crushing and splitting his sensitive man bits. His wrists are secured in locking, leather cuffs that are padlocked to a chain that is wrapped around the base of his cock and balls. Even if he had something to reach for, he cannot reach out with his arms pulled tight against his back. Tugging on that chain only adds to his misery.

Click to purchase -> Captive Toy, 2023-10-20

A huge thank you to my patrons! I have made a few sales, recently, and that is very exciting. Even if you’ve only purchased a single clip, you matter more than you think. My sales from this studio are pretty dismal. So Thank You!

An Experiment in Ball Crushing Bondage

crotch harness closeup

I had an idea I wanted to try. The concept was simple; pull my legs around a pole with a linear actuator (think slow moving winch) such that my balls were pressed hard against the pole. I expanded on the idea by tying my genitals to the pole and using the same linear actuator to pull the genital ropes tight against the pole, also.

Although it took me a while to work out exactly how I wanted to harness my genitals to get the right effect, the problem I could not solve was how to shoot the scene in a way that would clearly illustrate what was happening and make it interesting to watch. After all, I wasn’t going to be dancing around, and the pole was going to obstruct the camera’s view of my genitals. Since the entire point of the scene was the ball crushing pole, it kind of sucked that I couldn’t get a good shot of how that worked.

I did shoot some video from a few different angles, and I’m including a short edit here. Although I’m not sure about the success of the video, I did find the scene to be really intense. The crotch harness got pulled really tight as I struggled and complained loudly. The net effect was that my balls were crushed really tight and I nearly had to cut the harness off, because it was so tight I had a serious struggle getting it loose. Keep in mind, that I could not get away from the pole until I got that harness off.

Emotional Health & Self Bondage

John Marsh was in need of a mental health day, so he put himself in a painful, progressively tightening self bondage, at the mercy of a timer that would hold him for 35 minutes. That may not sound like a long time, but John knew that the ropes around his genitals were going to be very tight and this predicament was going to get painful after just 10 minutes.

John’s wrists were locked in leather cuffs and the cuffs were roped to the wall, opposite the rope wrapped multiple times around his genitals and rigged so that a weight could take up any slack, but John couldn’t pull that slack back. He was gagged and his ankles were cuffed and locked around a steel post. In this position, John could barely move, and if he tried to get some slack by pulling against his wrists and thrusting up his hips, that slack would be taken away and his situation would be that much tighter.

Of course, John did this as a way of centering himself, mentally. Although it was painful for 20-25 minutes and he had no choice but to tolerate the pain or struggle to find a less painful position; even if just for a few moments, until and after his release, his mind was focused on his body, and nothing else. In a way, his physical pain brought his body in sync with his emotional state.

It’s impossible to take a photograph of emotional pain, so the images you see here are a physical proxy for how John was feeling that day, on the inside. People who have never found emotional relief through pain won’t understand, but these things that John does are not as risky as much as they are a matter of survival.

(Note: John Marsh an alias I use for myself. He is a fictional character I use to illustrate my crazy bondage and mud adventures. John’s experience is mine; in case that wasn’t obvious.)

Free Short

John Marsh is in a real pinch. Once again, he is tied between two opposing walls but this time his genitals are ensnared in a twisted harness that captures his genitals so tightly that he can’t even rest his hips on the floor. He is not gagged, but his ankles are chained and his wrists are locked into leather cuffs that are padlocked to rope, anchored to the wall just beyond his reach.

New Self Bondage Clip

This one is a hot, sweaty struggle that ends in a dire predicament. The beginning of the clip features on-screen tying and gagging. The plan is to use a genital rope pulling towards the front to prevent John from reaching the knot on the wall behind him that secures another rope that is also tied around his genitals, then through his handcuffs and the bench.

For about 10 minutes John struggles in his self-inflicted predicament in the hot dungeon, with sweat running over his body. When the front tie is released, he discovers that he doesn’t have enough rope between his genitals and the bench (where his handcuffs are also secured) to reach the knot on the wall. There are no other knots he can untie to free himself. He struggles desperately, sweating and drooling, to no avail. He had made a fatal miscalculation and now he is hopelessly stuck in the dungeon, unable to cry out for help.

Full (20 minute) clip: Sweaty Self Bondage Fail, 2023-07-18

CBT Bondage Experimentation

Today I wanted to test and refine an idea I had while lying in bed a few days ago. This idea was appealing, in part, because it would present an obvious predicament to the camera. I have said this before, but the scenes I shoot photos and video of need to be more than just great bondage; they need to be visually interesting.

So, I worked on this concept in which my hips are held up by two ropes, tied around my genitals and pulled in opposing directions. I experimented with the vertical angles of the lines, how they were tied around my genitals, and how it felt with my arms and legs in different positions … even though my arms and legs were free in all but the last iteration. I grabbed four of the best photos from five different setups and more than a dozen photos of each one.

The third attempt above is actually the fourth attempt, because one attempt with an even steeper angle on one of the tension lines wasn’t worth including. Also, in the final attempts, I used a steel ring to hold the tension lines close together at my genitals. That made the genital ties more secure and also changed the way they pulled and crushed my genitals, creating a different sensation.

Free Clip: Crotch Splitter in Denim

I shot this in 4K to grab some stills from it. I decided it might be fun to release 40 seconds of the struggle, which obviously doesn’t translate well to a still image. If you enjoy my work, please consider supporting me by purchasing a clip, a custom video, or just sending me a thank you card, with or without a check. 😉

If you’re interested, the rope through my crotch starts as a couple loops around my genitals, goes through an anchor on the wall behind me, then comes back through my legs, over my balls, through the ropes around my waist and is finally tied to an anchor above me, such that I am held up on my toes and to the wall behind me by my crotch. The more I struggled, the more painful this got, because those ropes around and over my tender bits just dug in deeper.

My wrists were tied to the walls on either side of me, well out of my reach, and my huge gag was locked in, insuring that I could not cry out for help. I was very defenseless and uncomfortable. The camera was set up, close to the floor in front of me, in the hope of showing the ropes in my crotch. That didn’t work quite as well as I had hoped.

(If you’re looking for a video like this in my clip store, I haven’t published this one, as I shot it just for a special angle on the scene, but I have done similar things in the past)

A Self-Bondage Gallery

This gallery contains images from a self-bondage I did today (June 23, 2023) as a way to celebrate and/or decompress after several days with a migraine headache. This scene wasn’t really designed for the camera, and I had only one camera recording it. The video tells the story better than stills images, but there is no time for that, now.

The bondage was a full suspension by a hip harness that is tied for genital torture. You can check out the harness details on the Harness Talk post. In this case, I suspended myself from the waist wraps, and the ropes through my crotch (around and over my genitals). For part of the time my ankles were bound together such that they were caught in one of the up-lines. The purpose of that is so my ankles could tug on the rope around my genitals, but they could also lift my hips higher, thanks to a couple of one-way tightening devices. There was a weight to take up the slack in the final up-line. This configuration allowed me to lift myself until I could just barely reach the floor with my hands, and could not reach it with my ankles, even after I set them free.

I was very horny by the time I was back on the floor. I shot a few more minutes of video as I lie on my back, gyrating my hips.