{"id":2522,"date":"2014-05-13T09:59:43","date_gmt":"2014-05-13T13:59:43","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/mudlover.com\/theswamp\/?p=2522"},"modified":"2014-05-13T10:02:22","modified_gmt":"2014-05-13T14:02:22","slug":"tired-burned-out-uninspired","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/mudlover.com\/theswamp\/?p=2522","title":{"rendered":"Tired, Burned out, Uninspired"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><a href=\"https:\/\/mudlover.com\/theswamp\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/05\/2014-05-12_kayak.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignleft size-medium wp-image-2523\" src=\"https:\/\/mudlover.com\/theswamp\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/05\/2014-05-12_kayak-300x168.jpg\" alt=\"2014-05-12_kayak\" width=\"300\" height=\"168\" srcset=\"https:\/\/mudlover.com\/theswamp\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/05\/2014-05-12_kayak-300x168.jpg 300w, https:\/\/mudlover.com\/theswamp\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/05\/2014-05-12_kayak-150x84.jpg 150w, https:\/\/mudlover.com\/theswamp\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/05\/2014-05-12_kayak.jpg 1024w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 300px) 100vw, 300px\" \/><\/a>It&#8217;s hard to tell whether I was tired, burned out, or just uninspired, but I arrived at the mud, yesterday, and I couldn&#8217;t decide what to do. I was definitely tired, because I kicked back in my boat and dozed for a few minutes, hoping that a great idea might pop into my head.<\/p>\n<p>I did come up with an interesting story line, but I couldn&#8217;t shoot it without first getting some more props and probably a different wardrobe. I&#8217;d also have to arrive before low tide for that idea to work.<\/p>\n<p>Given my state of mind, I thought maybe I could shoot a clip where I woke up, feeling drugged and disoriented, got up, and stumbled into the mud. I dug out my tripods, cameras and audio gear and I shot the setup scene. By the time I finished that, the tide level was rising pretty fast. My time was up, and I hadn&#8217;t even gotten in the mud. To be honest, I didn&#8217;t really care. I packed up my recording equipment, got in my boat, and started on my way back home, at a lazy pace. I might have taken another nap, but I was getting really hungry.<\/p>\n<p>I&#8217;m running out of ideas, and the loading, unloading, setting up, reloading, cleaning gear, downloading clips, editing, and blogging are taking their toll. I know you guys have ideas, but I am generally alone, and I have no jungles through which to swing. I have only my swamp, swamp mud, and a modest clay pit in the back yard. Furthermore, a single clip must require less than 2 hours of time (including editing), or it&#8217;s not going to be worth making.<\/p>\n<p>I know I can acquire different things to wear in the mud, but that doesn&#8217;t feel like a new idea. Masturbating in briefs, a thong, a singlet, or just naked all feels the same to me. Every scene is a little different, as a function of time of day, weather conditions, and mud conditions. Also, camera angles and settings make a difference. I can shoot the same scene 10 times and every one will be a little different, but I don&#8217;t feel like I&#8217;m bringing anything new to the table.<\/p>\n<p>Storylines must be simple and quick to setup and shoot, otherwise they don&#8217;t work for a fetish clip. I&#8217;ve had to discard many story lines because they would require more people or be too complicated and time consuming to shoot.<\/p>\n<p>I guess I&#8217;m just tired. I&#8217;ve been in the swamp 5 times in the past 10 days. I&#8217;m thinking of going back out, today, because conditions are good. I hate to waste good weather and good tide conditions, knowing that I can have weeks when I can&#8217;t go out at all. I have a video from last month I need to finish, and the idea I had yesterday might make a good clip, but I&#8217;d be much happier if I had an original idea that I was excited about shooting.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>It&#8217;s hard to tell whether I was tired, burned out, or just uninspired, but I arrived at the mud, yesterday, and I couldn&#8217;t decide what to do. I was definitely tired, because I kicked back in my boat and dozed for a few minutes, hoping that a great idea might pop into my head. 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